thank y’all so much for your encouragement. i’m sorry the last few posts have been heavy. i’ve had a heavy heart lately. as my honey said yesterday he was talking to God on the way home and asked Him if He’d forsaken us. because we feel forsaken. (side note: i hate how the modern church has brainwashed us that we can’t be real with God. i feel guilty just writing how we really feel. and i know that He knows our heart already He just wants us to work through it with Him.) and then my husband talked to an old friend of ours who might have a friend who might have a job for him. is this the one, Lord? we don’t know. but we’ll wait upon you. and we will struggle with you. and we will never forsake you. we will seek your face and your will through this. we believe. thank you, for putting up with our unbelief.
but we’re okay. we’re still us. and i just uploaded a bunch of pictures that have been collecting on the camera. and i realized in the midst of our struggles that we’re still us. we just can’t help being absolute goofy. so i’ll post some pics in the next few posts that show what we’ve been up to in the middle of the heaviness.
also, click the email me button if you have a job that could help my hubby or want his resume or just have a milk cow that you want to donate.
Oh how I am relieved to know that Eric and I are not the only ones who at times feel this way. Try as hard as it is at times to remember to keep your head up, and keep pressing into the kingdom. We are gonna get it, and make it work, I just know it. Here is a verse that always helps me. Joshua 1:5.
You can be heavy,and its okay.We love you heavy,We love you goofy.
I will keep a lookout-for jobs for him or at least possibilities.
Muah!
Let your pride go, and use WIC. Let the government be there for you in your time of need. Everyone has been there, we all will pray, but sometimes you have to accept assistance where it is offered. Sorry for the bluntness…but if the government is offering you a milk cow then you should accept it.